It's coming up to my one year anniversary with my partner, Jamie, and I've got to say - this has been the most growthful and transformative year of my life. More than any healing journey I've been on. More than any training or retreat or plant medicine ceremony. Because relationships bring out our deepest, darkest wounds if we're willing to go there.
What was this elusive creativity?
That flow of energy that pulses through the entire being
That life force energy so capable of making great change
And also destruction
She didn’t know what this life force meant for a long time
Dimming her light
Quelling the force inside
My 4 day quest for my Soul’s vision- In March 2021 I embarked on a 4-day, 4-night Vision Quest deep in the bush in South-east QLD. For 4 days and 4 nights I was permitted to only inhabit a 3x3m circle in amongst the trees and shrubs on this semi-arid dry piece of bushland under the protection of a beautiful Box tree.
(Written in 2022) Last weekend I had the divine opportunity to be witnessed by fellow sisters in ceremony to enact my own personal ritual. To portray externally something that I had been moving through and navigating internally. To feel it and embody it in its fullness
The call was subtle but loud, a slow burn of something that needed to die a dignified death. Whisperings of the underworld started to speak to her in her everyday, the dark goddesses gently guiding her into their realms, messages springing forth through visions and dreams.
Travel is so weird. One moment you’re fully embracing the everlasting freedom with the wind in your hair, the next, you’re huddled up in your dorm room watching Netflix, afraid to go out into the world and interact with people.
So its been 2 months since I’ve been in Europe. I feel like this time has flown by. Lately, especially in the last 3 weeks, being in Granada, I feel like I’ve finally found my groove. This new life is getting easier, I’m feeling lighter, more freer, yet more in tune with my gifts more than ever.
You get good at saying goodbye when you’re on the road of life. The way that both your soul’s meet for a varied length of time, exchanging care, support, love, information and advice, before, eventually, the day must come to say ‘far thee well’.
My week at an ISTA (International School of Temple Arts) mystery school training, brought up a very deep, existential & unconscious pattern that had been playing out for quite sometime.
I’m not here for nonchalance
I’m here for the partnership that sets my soul on fire
Where two souls merge
Not knowing where one begins and the other ends